A rich inner world,
A rupturing heart,
Who will be there to witness them?

Am I not strong enough to take on the world myself?
Why do you often doubt me?
I would appreciate a little supportiveness on your part.
That is all I asked...

It often feels like I am torn between two sides
one bound by my free spiritedness.
the other bound by convention.
Which side do I take?

It only feels like yesterday,
when I first got to know you...
those precious memories,
I'll always hold dear to my heart

She misses You

There's no real love in you,
Why do I keep loving you? =(

It feels like, we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start?

Cause I can't keep on,
feeling the way I do
I cant keep on,
Hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through
I cant keep on
Loving you, from a distance

He's always on my mind
Theres no room left for thinking
Im tired of waiting, slowly fading
It needs to happen now (right now)
Cause Im running out of time
And I feel this ship is sinking
The doors are closing
I am frozen
I need him around

I can't keep on loving you from a distance

Damn.. I sucks at playing games..
I played and I lose real bad... =(

Sometimes, fairy godmother do not always fulfill all of one's wishes,
maybe she has forgotten about it,
maybe she just knew that it was impossible to fufill
maybe she already knew the answers....

Everyday I pray that all my wishes will be realized...
I pray for Faith
I pray for Hope
I pray for Strength
I pray for Love

I do not want to hurt you anymore
but the only thing I know how to do is to run
It pains me to hurt you 
I have put up barriers between us so that wars will not be fought
I want to show you my heart
but I am scared to do so
I am scared that you will tear my fragile paper heart into pieces
and scatter them for wolves to devour.

Can I entrust you with my battered heart?
knowing all so well that it would take a long time for me to gather up all the broken pieces...

Perhaps I have already given you some part of me...
Please take good care of it...

I am back at the same old place again,
that all so familiar dirt and rocks peppering the ground.

A sense of helplessness clouds me.
Am I to accept this way?
is there a way for me to struggle out of this straitjacket that has binded me so tight?

Like a bird in a cage who has yet to taste freedom.
Merry she will be when she finally see the sun with her own eyes
Feeling the breeze as they rustle through her feathers when she takes her maiden flight
Singing her joyous songs with all her might,
Her soul lifted,
Alas...it was not to be....

I am dedicating this post to the simple pleasures in life and being grateful for everything

I am grateful for....

1. Waking up every morning and being greeted by the sun
2. Seeing the beauty of the clouds
3. Knowing that I ave good friends who will be there for me
4. Knowing that God has granted me another day to live
5. Knowing that people I love are healthy and well
6. The gentle cool breeze that soothes my weary soul
7. Living in safe country where there are no calamities
8. Not having to worry about tomorrow
9. My parents who brought me up well

Sometimes i have to admit that i do take everything for granted =X